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A struggle to express is a struggle to heal!!!

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I wish somebody would tell the socially acceptable ways of saying some things. :| A struggle to express is a struggle to heal. I came across these lines a few days back when a blogger friend shared an article with me. Though I couldn't go through the article as  a whole but this line stayed with me and I shall say this line said  a lot that I couldn't express all this while. I have been dealing with inexpressiveness for a long time now. Though writing here has brought something out of me but still there is a lot that still remains. I don't write when I'm not sure and but that itch to write always remain. But I never wanted to write that I was sad, when in reality I was depressed or frustrated or annoyed or whatever. I just wanted to express in a clear way and clarity over my feelings was what missing from my life. I don't know how many times have I cribbed about not being able to write. It felt so frustrating when I couldn't write what I wanted t

First, 2014!

Well honestly I should be writing a happy post. Why? Because New Year's eve just went by and yesterday was my Bday but I'm in a bit introspective and contemplative mood today so something happy or funny is out of question. So, basically, read at your own risk :P New Years eve was quiet. Well, that does not mean we did not celebrate it. The wishes took place among friends and relatives through phones and messages. And actually it was a fun start this year, coz we laughed a lot in the first two hours of 2014. ;-) I blabbered a lot in front of someone who I had actually called up to share something else with, but just because I can't even bring myself to express anything clearly, I blabbered things I don't even know what. I just know that there is no hope for me. B'day! B'day was good. Although this year also, it was almost going to be a quiet bday but thanks to the fact that my sister is married now and doesn't live very far, they (dee & jiju